The panic has set in...
So all night last night I was panicking about this blog. I feel so far in over my head it's ridiculous. It's not that I'm commitment phobic, although that was my first thought (especially since I was totally 'gung-ho' about this whole thing up until the point where it was actually posted and then I felt that warmth in the pit of my stomach, and not the good kind), but I think this is different. I'm married, have kids, work a full time job; I'm certainly not apposed to commitment. Maybe I'm a closet perfectionist. I'm totally freaking out knowing that this blog is in early development and needs a LOT of work and maybe I should have done some of that work before posting my 'welcome' message, and yet again; I don't even have ONE follower yet and I'm not advertising this blog so maybe I'm getting antsy over nothing. I'm over analyzing this whole thing; I know. Anyways, I'm far from computer savvy, but I'll do my best and I guess that is all I can hope for. I'll make this site my New Years resolution. By January 2012 I hope to NOT be embarrassed of this blog.
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